today is my 18th birthday. September 9th I can't believe or comprehend that I'm growing up this is a new stage of life the beginning of adulthood and I will say that it is not usual but quite already accomplished summer is legal in Germany and according to the law of Ukraine

I started drawing on tedraoks when I was 7~8 years old and my favorite childhood game is Patapon, yes I played it often and even completed all 3 parts and I realize that I grew up with this fandom and this community helped me more than once, even saved my life from war once, I am grateful, I know I will seem like a country to strangers, no one knows me, I will say. I am glad that I have a loving father who introduced me to games and anime and animation in general. I love my mother but she has a difficult character. In Germany, I found friends and I often want to go to anime festivals and learn German. It is not easy, yes, but still, I am very glad that I went through this difficult year. This year and the past were difficult, but I am learning. We tend to make mistakes. The main thing is not to be afraid to start something, despite your age, you just need to change your belief in yourself and trust the right people. I have been drawing for 10 years and I myself can't believe that I do all this and I am happy to help other people or those starting their creative path and I started drawing as a child where I published everything in Aminov Russian communities then in Discord then I finally decided to go to deviant art and this site because it seems to me that I can calmly show myself regardless of whether they look at me a little or a lot, I'm just glad that this day has come and I will be glad to communicate in any form

and even so this story will never be forgotten

my mistakes were at 17 years old and go to practice in the kitchen for 6 months and without salary and 30 minutes break and 1 hour home sounds not enough yes but for me it is a very insurance job where at home they treated garbage and I changed the practice to a retro store and I was surprised how my colleagues call me smart I think I am still stupid but I am a couch potato I make mistakes in grammar everywhere although I accepted the fact and for some time it became the key to understand me by the manner of speech yes in childhood I had a delay in speaking why I could not speak Ukrainian or Russian as a result I often spoke foreign languages ​​although with the help of the German language I am beginning to understand some words better and. clearly formulate thoughts earlier there were problems what I wanted to say but it passed and I am glad but I still write with mistakes, you say I should be ashamed? there are no attachments in fact there are no!

and I just can't describe in words my joy and just that life goes on

I think that I will achieve my dreams, my goals, no matter what they are, I think it is possible